I am speechless today was just one of those days that you wish you could get on a spaceship and just isolate your self from the rest of the people around you. I am really stressed out and everything is hitting me all at once and what can I do, nothing, I can't do anything. Why is the world the way it is, why does everything have to be a challenege, it seems as the world just has to test you and see weather not you can pass its test and today I am afraid I did not pass the test. I am just tired of dealing with stuff and just wish for once it would come easy, why do I deserve this. This is just one of those blogs I needed to rant and I know my blogs have been all happy and up-beat but honestly I am tired of pretending to be something that I am not always and right now I am far from happy. I am pissed, sad, weary all at the same time so many emotions that could have all been easily avoided, it is amazing how stupid little things can just snowball into something that can effect your life so much, I just don't understand and I am tired of trying to figure it out. I guess thats it.
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