1-28-12

Today Paige, Brooke and Brittany's older sister was running a spa/ party for women to come and get facials and massages, but the catch was that their were no boys or men allowed to come to the party, so I was isolated to a room upstairs for hours, I would have been sad but they left me with food so of course I was happy. It was also cool to see that Paige is getting her self out their because she went to beauty school and is now starting her own business called Pamper Marie. Once everyone left I was able to come back down stairs but by that time it was pretty late so I basically just called it a night and hit the hay.

1-27-12

I  woke up and did not feel to good and did'nt really feel like being in school all day so I stayed home and rested. My mom woke me up around 11 and told me to get cleaned up so we could go up to the cafe and get some lunch, now the lunch at McDonogh makes the lunch at New Town look like animal food, which sometimes I think it might be. The food there is just so awesome, the funny thing is that some of the kids there complain about there food I was like come to my school and eat lunch there and then see which one is better, McDonogh hands down. Also the food is free, I wish lunch at our school was free then again we don't have to spend thousands of dollars just to attend it. After lunch I sat in the living room and hung out with my mom. Around 5 I came over Brooke and Brittany's house to come hang out with my second family.

1-26-12

Today the boredom has really hit me without the internet at home I don't really have anything to do, I just sit in my room and watch TV. I can't get on my laptop and the xbox really sucks if you are not able to play online, so I just sit bored waiting for the weekened when I can go somewhere and get some internet, hang out, and get out of the house all at the same time, so I am able to kill 3 birds with one stone. But the wait untill the weekend is so......BORING. I am bored out of my freaking mind here, I really hope I can get that job at Giant so I can get out of the house and also pay for the internet so I can once again kill 3 birds with one stone, and be reunited with my internet.

1-25-12

Ok so after school today I had a interview at Giant because I have been waiting for ever to get a job there. My interview was scheduled at 2 that was fine because today I got out at 12;50, so around 1;40ish I drove over to Giant and arived at 1;50 just to be safe and get there a little early. I was waiting for the man Mike to interview ne since he was the one that set it up  and told me to be there at 2, it is now 2;40, where is Mike? Then a woman that also works in the store asked me "Are you waiting for Mike?" "Yes, I am." "Mike is not coming in today." How are you going to schedule a meeting for me to come in and then you don't show up I was really upset that made no sense to me.

1-24-12

Today was childhood memories day when the new pokemon cam out of  course I bought it and played it for a week then of course my little brother lost both his and my pokemon game, however, today my mom found his and so I confiscated it from my little brother since he does'nt even really know how to play. What did I do all day? I played me some pokemon even though I had to start from the beginning again I did'nt really mind because I was not that far ahead im my game either so it was not a big deal. Playing pokemon really made me miss being a kid because back in those days I had nothing to worry about because even if their were issues I would be ignorant to them because I was just a happy little kid.

1-23-12

So much has happened today and I would have to say that it was for the better, but I just got really sad. All day I really did not want to do anything because I was just thinking about everything, life really can knock you around sometimes and what can you do besides pick your self back up or just lay their. Life is just another test and  I refuse to fail it just like any other test, except if it was AP calculus I did not understand those test. So despite me being sad I am getting back up hopefully the next time I get knocked down it won't make me as sad.

1-22-12

HOLY ____ My dad fell down the freaking stairs, why my family?

1-21-12

Finally I have achieved something that I have been working on forever. On my game Dungeon Fighter I have finally achieved the rank of hero 1 and it has taken me forever to get there, it has been hours of yelling at the screen, gritting my teeth, hands sweets, and finally it all pays off. Hero rank is after you reach gladiator 10 and you level up one more time the level cap starts over and you get a red number, now the reason it is such a big deal is because when you are hero rank people know that you are not to be ______  with, if you know what I am saying. CONGRATULATIONS TO ME!!!!!!!!

1-20-12

This one is special for Mr.Carney.......It's Friday.

Mr.Solar let me make up my final exam that I missed yesterday and I finally got my grades in AVID fixed so today was a pretty good day. After school I came over my grandmother's house, I think this is going to be my new weekly thing it would have been nice if my little brother didn't have to come. Just because I wan't to come over my grandmother's house does not mean he has to come to geez I need a break from that little monster sometimes. But hes my little monster.

1-19-12

OMG yet another day of school missed and of course it was not from me again. My little brother had a really bad fever so my bad did not want to get him out of the bed just to drop me off at school, and I could'nt take the car because my dad had a doctors appointment so that also meant I had to watch my little brother. This was not the day to be missing school, I had a lab in biology, and I had to take my health final exam I really don't like missing school it just throws me off my flow. YES I have a school flow. Despite missing school I did take advantage of it after I found it that I was not coming I took my butt right back to sleep, my sleeping habits are really bad. On the weekends I don't go to sleep untill sometimes around 4 in the morning, however, my school nights are not that much better with the average time I go to sleep ranging around 2 in the morning then I wake up around 6:30 so that means I usually get around 4 and a half hours of sleep a night that is pretty bad.

1-18-12

Guess what show came back on today for the next season, AMERICAN IDOL. I always get excited when it first comes back on, however, after the first couple weeks I don't really pay that much attention to it. The only reason I like to watch it at first is because of the audiotions it is fun to watch people make a fool out of themseleves and legitametly think that they have the ability to sing, it is also cool to actually listen to the people who can actually sing. Then after the auditions it isn't reallly fun to watch it gets kind of sad because everyone there can sing but not everyone can make it to the next round so I usually stop watching after auditions. Also it seems like all the people with really bad lives who have been through so much can always sing I can not remember the one time that someone who had a painful could not sing, that would really suck.

1-17-12

Today I stayed after school in order to finish, well I should say catch up on the blogs that I have not been able to do because of stupid circumstances. I stayed after with Dona and after I finished my blogs I took a nap in the chair in the corner, and Dona found out on of my secretes, I snore. After I woke up from my nap Dona was just finishing up the work she had to do on the computer. After leaving the school me and Dona went to Chick filla because she owned me a lunch from the project competition last year and I thought this was a perfect oppertunity to get that lunch in, and I have not had Chick Filla in a while so it was delicious. I think the best thing are the french fries I love their waffle fries. After I got home I did'nt do a single thing I kicked my shoes off, ate, and I relaxed, becuase I just have been so stressed out lately and that relaxation was needed.

1-16-12

I am speechless today was just one of those days that you wish you could get on a spaceship and just isolate your self from the rest of the people around you. I am really stressed out and everything is hitting me all at once and what can I do, nothing, I can't do anything. Why is the world the way it is, why does everything have to be a challenege, it seems as the world just has to test you and see weather not you can pass its test and today I am afraid I did not pass the  test. I am just tired of dealing with stuff and just wish for once it would come easy, why do I deserve this. This is just one of those blogs I needed to rant and I know my blogs have been all happy and up-beat but honestly I am tired of pretending to be something that I am not always and right now I am far from happy. I am pissed, sad, weary all at the same time so many emotions that could have all been easily avoided, it is amazing how stupid little things can just snowball into something that can effect your life so much, I just don't understand  and I am tired of trying to figure it out. I guess thats it.

1-15-12

Today I went to church and I have not been to church in the longest time ever I just find it so boring because my pastor just tends to get off topic a lot and makes church longer then it has to be and that just blows me. However, to my surprise today was one of those special days and after church we had a feast downstairs in the basement of the church, and OMG the food was amazing if you can name it they had it. There was so much food that I think that my eyes got a litlle bit bigger for my stomach but that was ok because that meant more leftovers for me. Also today was a special day for another reason today my great aunt turned 85 my Mama Jessie as I call her has helped my family so much helping raise my grandmother, and aunt and my grandmother is a huge part of my life that I am thankful for and I thank Mama Jessie for raising my grandmother to be the wonderful woman that she is today.

1-14-12

Today I played DFO, DUNGEON FIGHTER ONLINE all day!!!!!!! I have not been on this game for like 2 weeks and that is a huge difference to me being on at least for an hour everyday, I missed beating people across the floor and conversing with a couple of my online friends. What more can I really say, oIh yeah how about THANK YOU GRANDMA for the free wifi oh yeah. I am in my own personal heaven I have internet, my grandmothers cooking, and time away from home, now what more do I have to ask for. I really do wish I had more to right abut today but you know what I am taking advantage of this internet and playing as long as I can because pretty soon back home I go and no more internet for me.

1-13-12

I decided that I wanted to get out of the house and suck up some wi-fi, so I came over my grandmothers house. It was time to get on facebook and do facebook stuff, as well as youtube and just look up random videos to laugh about. Life really is tedious without full time access to the internet, I mean come on it is the 21st century the world is being run by technology I need the internet. Ok that is a bit extreme I don't need the internet but I surely do want the internet so I can stay caught up on my blogs and be able to do computer stuff. Literally I spent all of my free time on the computer because it kept my mind busy. I am slowly going crazy without the internet because without it I just don't have anything to do except sit in my bed and watch TV and they just bores me because there are very few good shows left on TV during the day time.

1-12-12

So today I got kind of jealous of the pictures that Wei drew for the Hyperion, and Prometheus house, so I attempted to draw one for the house of Themis, my first attempt was really really bad I was attempting to draw the same way as Wei so my picture was not up to the usuall standards that I hold my pictures to, so I balled that up and started another one, this one is 10 times better ,however, I am not able to add color the way that she does so I am scared that when I add the color that it will become not so appealing to the eye, so I am debating weather or not to add color to it. Also I don't think I can make a fitting background to the picture, I like it so much I am just scared to do more to it because I don't want to mess it up, but if I want a chance of it representing the house of themis it must be done. wish me luck.

1-11-12

I have no clue what is wrong with me because I do this almost every night weather it is fall, winter, summer, spring, I turn my fan on and I open my window. Being in a cold room really helps me sleep and I never toss or turn whenever my room is nice and cool and I can sleep like a baby. I do find that expression ironic because most babies do not sleep through the night, but I will use the expression anywau because it is a common one. Even though I like my room cold, it can sometimes slip out my door and cause the rest of the house to get a bit chilly which, and then I have to close my window but by the end of the night my window is always open again so I can sleep like a baby.

1-10-12

Throughout society so many people are worried about people just because they are a different race then them, honestly I think it is one of the stupidest things in the world, it makes no sense at all because how can you judge someone, or not like someone just because there skin color is different. Being bi-racial I grew up with both black and white people in my life, and people are people no matter what race they are. Race should never play a role weather or not someone gets a job, or is able to get a scholarship, or be able to play a sport, it should all come down to skill and talent, because that is all that is important. Honestly I don't even like affirmitave action because someone who is more qualified may be not able to get a job because the business has to have a certain number of minority in the business, and I would not wan't to earn something because in a way it was given to me I wan't it because I was the more qualified and skilled person to do the job.

1-9-12

Today after school my grandmother accomponied by my father and my aunt came to pick me up. Today we decided to go over her house instead of going home because my grandmother wanted to get my dad out the house. Recently my dad has been out on disability and he just recectly had a knee surgery which is I think is his 7th surgery, however, the other 6 was on his back. So my grandmother just wanted to get him up out of the bed and brighten his day just like she can always do for everyone that she encounters. Honestly it was really nice to get in the house because I am tired of going home everyday and not being able to get out and do anything. Even though we went over there after school we could'nt really stay that long because we had to pick my little brother up from the bus stop so that was a short lived vacation.

1-8-12

1-7-12

Today I had to catch up on like 10 blogs, since I don't have the internet I have to keep a mentle note of everyday that I don't blog and that is such a pain in the butt. After catching up on on my blogs me and Paige started operation no T-Shirt, this is a part of my toast for change to get in shape and the goal is to not wear a t-shirt at the beach or the swimming pool. The way we started operation no T-shirt may seem like it was not challenging but you try it and see it is easy, we played just dance literally for about 3 hours, and the goal was to do everything on the screen but with as much intensity as possible after I finished I felt as if I had been working out all day and I loved the feeling. I refuse to keep being the out of shape kid Operation NO T-shirt has begun and will not end until it is complete.

1-6-12

Today after school me and Angela launched our plan and it was movie day all day. Once we arrived at the theater I realized I did not have my ID so I had to rush home and get it, luckly I made it back in time to get to the movies. The first movie when we to go see was The Devil Inside, it was no where as good as I thought it would be both me and Angela were very dissapointed in the movie, I am sure many people were. The second movie we went to go see was Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocal, I didn't really know what to expect because the preview didn't really give much away but overall it was a pretty cool movie, full of cool stunts, gadgets, and fight scenes, it was truely an action packed movie with a touch of comedy. What more could you ask for. The third movie we went to go see was Sherlock holmes The Game of Shadows, hands down this was the best movie of the three. It had everything mission impossible had and so much more. Sherlock holmes was filled with so much action suppense and sorrow it wouldnt even be in the same leauge as the other movies.

1-5-12

I am so excited today I visited Harrisburg to apply for the presidential scholarship and if I get it my whole freshman year tuition will be paid for and that is such a blessing I will just have to keep my fingers crossed. Even if I don't get the scholarship I think Harrisburg is the school for me, based off of what I learned going to visit today the school does everything possible to prepare you for your future and getting you ahead of the compitition. Technology wise they seem to be ahead of other schools, none of the equipment they use is more then 2 years old and the classrooms and the labs are so nice. The student to teacher ratio is also small which I love because that means I will be able to develope a relationship with the proffesors that I have and that is something I was really looking for in a college. The deal breaker for me though was the dorms,  the dorms not just amazing when compared to other college dorms they are amazing in a class of there own. Pretty much the dorms are apartments becuase that is what they use to be, you have your own bathroom, your own kitchen, a bedroom, and a living room, and you can rearange the room in any way that you want too. Based on everything I got from visiting I really really really think I will be attending Harrisburg.

1-4-12

My toast for change is to get healthy and to get in shape. Every year of highschool that was always my goal. I would always start strong and just never kept at it, because it seemed like I had no help what so ever. This time has to be different, I want to go to college the same fun and crazy person but with some added confidence which will come with me getting in shape. I will commit even if I am alone.

1-3-12

Welcome back to school I havent been to school in a whole year, that joke will never get old, I mean after all it is a new year. I was really excited to come back to school because honestly after being homw for a while my brain just gets tired of doing the same thing over and over sometimes I just need something to do to keep my mind busy and occupied otherwise I just get extremely bored. Being with friends in school is nice but I actually do like doing the work, sometimes. OOOO and today I was able to finally finish my art work that I have been working on for like 6 art classes, the picture was not to hard but since it was so big it took me forever to color everything in but I do like the way it turned out. The whole purpose of the picture is that the schools on focusing on the things that are not so important and that they need to try and handle the things that are more important instead of students wearing hats.

1-2-12

The last day of winter vacation and I am a little excited to go back to school I am just ready to see every again and be able to hang out and get out of the house. I am sure once I go back for a while I will be ready for another break but too much of everything can get tiring after awhile, I don't know maybe that is just the way that I feel. I know always toward the middle of summer I begin to miss school and then after the first month of school I wish it was summer again I always think it's funny because once I get what I was pretty much asking for I am like "ok that's enough." I crack myself up with that. Also I have been going crazy without my internet but I am grateful that my teachers are understanding about my limitations and still allow me to hand my work in when I am able to.Thank you Ms.Banister and Dona.

1-1-12

Happy New Year. My family is not big on doing anything for New Years of course we all make a resolution but other then that it is a normal day. It is nice to know that is a new year though becuase the past is the past and you can do what you need to do this year and get your life the way that you want it to go. I am really looking forward to this year because I will graduate from high school, Finally, and I will be moving onto college. I am really excited but I am also really nervous I wouldn't think that I would be nervous but the closer it gets the tigther the nots in my stomache get. Who will I meet? What personal experiences will I have? What friends from high school will continue to be apart of my life? This is it my life is about to change forever and I just don't know if I am ready for everything that I am so used to to be changed forever. I hope the changes will all be for the better and that everything will work out.

12-31-11

Ok today I decided to clean my room and clean out my closet. This picture above is the nicest my closet has looked in a very long time. I just have so much stuff that takes up space in my closet that I did not have room to put all my clothes so I had all my clothes on the chair in my room and it just began to look to messy for my likeing so I decided to do something about that today, and it didn't even take that long to do. Basically I took everything out of my closet threw it on the floor took all the containers out and organized what container the clothes would go into and popped them in there and then I put the remaining clothes on a hanger, overall it took me about an hour to get everything done and over with. The funny thing is the whole reason I wanted to clean my closet out was because I was having a nerd moment and was looking for something that feel somewhere in the closet and I did find it. The orange bag that you see in the picture is the bag that  contains the nerdiest thing about me which I think is funny because no one will ever find out about it. haha.

12-30-11

So something people don't know about me is that I never do my hair on breaks from school. If I go out to the store or go somewhere with my parents I just always put a hat on. So my hair always looks extra wild and crazy whenever there is a break from school. Looking at this picture just makes me laugh because I look so random with my hair going every which way. The weekends are also another time when I don't take the time to do my hair either because I am usually just in the house, maybe if I am going out the movies or something I make it look nice but for the most part when I come to school is when my hair looks the best, I think that is a funny thought because school keeps me taking care of my hair, if it was not for school I would look like a bum all the time.

12-29-11

Since I had not been feeling to good I came back home today and like always my cat kept me company. I love my little fat puff ball, I like to say that he is always there for me then I think well obviously he can't go anywhere elese, I always think that is so funny. But anyway he is always there with me to keep me company when I am not feeling good or when I am home alone. Today I was actually able to eat so I made a sandwhich, I always give him some of the food that I am eating and he loves it he is a spoiled fat house cat but he is my spoiled fat house cat. I thought this was a really funny picture because I was able to catch him in the middle of a lick and he turned his head side ways, this  picture makes me chuckle when ever I see it.