10-1-12

BLOGSPOT! wow it has been so long, it seems like it was just yesterday that I was back in AVID with all my family. I have tons of friends here at my new school; Harrisburg University of Science and Technology; however, I often find it so lonely. It just is not the same the people that I grew up with and love so much seem to be so far away. The school part of college is actually really easy all my AP teachers prepared me for the work and honestly the work load in high school was a lot heavier, but I am not complaining. I have partied as well, school before fun , ALWAYS! I am a part of the events council here at my school, I also joined the sports club. I try and keep myself busy to stay happy, I just wish the pain of missing so many people would get easier; especially that special someone that I found <3, but that does not seem to be the case.

4-10-12

Back to school today, even though I don't want spring break to end I am kind of excited to come back to school because I want to see all the faces of the friends that I missed. I had a good day today school, practice, home just a regular day but it was nice. I also finally caught up on all of my blogs which is another weight lifted off of my sholders. FINALLY! I won't fall behind anymore......I hope.

4-9-12

Today was my nerd moment day and I played yugioh on my ds all day, I bought it with my last paycheck on thursday, I actually like yugioh because it is a fun strategy game. I enjoy thinking of new combinations of the cards in order to make the peopl I play pull their hair out.

4-8-12

I have really been enjoying my spring break and I really don't want it to end it has really been a good escpae from school. I have been so stress free for a whole week and it was really needed, I think I can go back to school and be happy. All I needed was a small break from the stress of school to clear my mind and get a fresh start.

4-7-12

So I got on the scale today and to my surprise I lost 12 pounds in a month holy cow, I was so happy with how good I have been doing. This really made my day, I just need to stay focused so I can reach my goal. I only have 18 more pounds to go than I will be at my goal weight for myself. For now I can gladly say I am under 200 pounds again, thank you, one step at a time.

4-6-12

Today we had a small family party for Justin. My mom, dad, little brother, and I went bowling. The funny thing is that my little brother beat me two games in a row. I was so shocked that he was as good as he was, it was so funny watching him do his happy dance every time he knocked pins over.

4-5-12

Happy Birthday to my little brother today he turned six years old he is growing up so fast. It seems like just yesterday he was just being born. His birthday is so easy to remember because it is 4-5-06, 456, so I will never forget his birthday.

4-4-12

Today I had planned to go to the movies with a couple of friends, but then I found out that I had to watch my little brother at the last minute because my dad had a doctors appointment. I really thought today was going to be a blah day, but actually my little brother was really good today and we had fun together. I love that little big head meany, my little brudder.

4-3-12

Today I went into spring cleaning mode and I had to clean my room, the mess was really starting to bother me so I just decided today was going to be the day. I cleaned off all of the stuff that was on my second bed, I straightened up all of my shelves and I vacumed my carpet. A clean room is so much better than a junky one.

4-2-12

Today I went rollar skating with Tiffany with a fundraiser for her fathers motercycle gang at Hot Skates. When Tiffany invited me to go skating I was so excited, I have not been skating in years and it's really something that I enjoy doing. Now that I have been rollar blading again I need to go ice skating again I like ice skating so much more.

4-1-12

Today is my second day of springbreak and I am enjoying it so much. I did not wake up untill 11 which is so much better than the usual 6:30 every school day. After I woke up I turned my tv on got a bowl of cereal and watched me some TV for a very long time. Today was my very first lazy day in a very long time, where I could relax and enjoy my self.

3-31-12

SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3-30-12

Junior Achievement day. Today I had junior achievement with the 5th graders across the stree, I was alittle nervous at first because I was teaching a whole bunch of little kids who were not so little. The class was really big, once the lesson started it was really fun because the students were actually interested in the lesson and they did a really good job with all the lessons.

3-29-12

Waited to do scholarships at the last minute, isn't that just like me. I was running around all day going to teachers and Ms.Dell in order to get all the information and requirements in order to send the scholarships out. I was stressing out but it was worth it once I handed all the papers to guidance.

3-28-12

Today I lost my tennis match again but honestly today's match was fun and was the best match that I have played so far. The team we played did not have a boys doubles so I went to play mixed doubles and we almost one we had a tie breaker match and we lost by 3 points it was so close, we were both disapointed but we had so much fun.

3-27-12

Even though I am getting in shape I really crave fast food sometimes but I have to stay strong no matter how much I want to go to McDonalds, Wendy's, Taco Bell, and Chick Fil A, just thinking about them writing this my stomach is growling and my mouth is beginning to water. Resisting the urge is really going to make my life better in the long run I can stay strong.

3-26-12

I am steadily getting more in shape I can see the difference in myself when I look in the mirror and i really makes me happy, other people are saying that they can see the difference in me as well and that also makes me really really happy. #GettingInShape

3-25-12

Today I went to dinner with brooke, her mom, and her moms boyfriend. While we were at dinner I saw one of my oldest childhood friends, Shamika. She worked at the resturant that we went too. I love Shamika sooooo much it made me so happy.

3-24-12

By now I am pretty sure you can guess what I did today. I am once again over Brooke and Brittany's house, when I say this has become the weekend rutine I really mean it. This is my second home, I really do feel like I live there sometimes it is really funny.

3-23-12

Today we had the mock interviews and I got all dressed up, I looked nice, EXCEPT, my mom was playing in my hair last night and did a couple braids so when I took them out this morning my hair was huge, I mean huge. I was worried that the person I had would'nt like it but what could I do I had early interviews. The interview went great and Ms.Murray actually loved my hair and I think it made me rememerable along with my personality of course, happy mistakes.

3-22-12

I finally finished my freaking resume for the interviews tomorrow. This is such a huge relief to me this was one of the many things that has been pilling up and I finally finished it, and I am actually happy with how it turned out. It took me a while to into the groove of things but once I started it became so easy. Yeah proffesional resume.

3-21-12

I have just been so stressed about school. It really is stupid little things but when I think about them I really just worry about the fact that I have to do them, or the fact that I am not happy what I produced. I think I need a break to just clear my head and stop worrying. I know everything will turn out ok like always but the process is tedious.

3-20-12

I really dont understand some people are just really annoying. Why are people so cruel and hurtful? What's even worse is how come other people can't notice that people as a whole is pretty messed up. Of course there are people that do good, but they are outweighted by people that do hurtful things. However, when I make this apperent I am a bad guy.

3-19-12

Finally I am bagging once again, I really prefer bagging over carts anyday. It was nice to be back inside and talking to all the customers and actually getting to be around other co-workers, it really makes the day go by so much faster, and makes it way more enjoyable.

3-18-12

I added music to my phone :) FINALLY!!!

http://pl.st/p/22452330251

thats the link to my playlist check out my music, hope you like it.

3-17-12

Today we had a birthday party for my grandmother at my uncles house. My grandmother is now 70 years old and looks fantastic especially on Sundays when she puts them suits on, watch out grandpa's, sexy woman on the loose.

3-16-11

Went over brooke and brittanys house as usual, this has become the rutine, the weekend rutine anyway. I like to just come over here and hang out with my family. Didn't do much just sat on the couch on my laptop all day with brooke, brittany, and Paige hanging out in the living room with me.

3-15-12

Today I was going to take my grandmother out to dinner as a birthday present but she was not feeling well so instead I brought her some soup. When I went to go drop it off I spent a little time with her to try and make her feel better. I hope she gets well soon I love my Grandmama. On the way home was so scary. I almost crapped my pants, suddenly while me and my mother were driving we had to pull over to 7 11 and I asked to use the bathroom that jerk lady said they did not have one that was such a lie. I had to get back in the car but by now I could'nt hold it any longer, we pulled over at Barnes and Nobles I jumped out of the car ran through the store and went straight to the bathroom. I made it.

3-14-12

Tennis is really fun I enjoy it so much. I get to hang out with friends, exercise, and relieve stress, I really wish that I would have done sports throughtout my whole high school career, I think it would have made me enjoy school a little more. Now when I come to school I have something to look forward to doing at the end of the day then just going home and sitting sround. I am glad that I let Elizabeth talk me into playing tennis.

3-13-12

Yeah so I know this is repetitive but boy was I extremely tired today. I don't think my body is used to so much actvity in one day, I will get there eventually. Even though I have been really tired I have been enjoying having a job and playing tennis. School has been good too, I have not been that stressed out lately, and have been keeping up with all of my work, and that feels really good. I think I can say for now that I have my life in order.

3-12-12

I was really tired today and could'nt get up and when I finally got up it was 12 and on b-days I get of shcool at 12:50. So I basically slept my whole school day away when I woke up I was kind of upset with myself but then I got over it. Everyone needs a break every once in a while. I enjoyed my little mini vacation I just relaxed my legs for a little bit.

3-11-12

Had to work again outside today but I got smart, instead of being bored like usuall I went to a website on my phone stuck it in my coat pocket and listened to the music on my playlist.

http://www.playlist.com/playlist/22452330251

That's the link to my playlist enjoy :).

3-10-12

Work two days in a row, guess what I am doing again, carts. I am beginning to think I will never be bagging again, however, I think it is because I do such a good job outside without supervision that they keep continuing to put me out there. Despite my envy of the teens that get to work inside I am beginning to like working outside because, sometimes it's a nice escape from all of the chaos going on inside. Plus if I get tired of being outside I can just go inside and do shop backs.

3-9-12

I had to work today and I am doing carts again. Remember I'd rather be inside bagging grocceries, however, I make it the best I can. I turn working outside into a mini workout, and run to the carts, and push as many as possible. I actually work up a sweat. I can't wait I think I will like working outside once the weather gets nice and it doesn't get dark so fast.

3-8-12

Second payday and this time it was $56 dollars I was so confused but I was extremely happy. I don't know how it got to $56 because I don't understand all that stuff that explains how much money they took out of my check. Most of the time I just look at the amount that I will be payed and I am just happy about that. When you go from not making any money too bringing in a little something something it feels like the best thing in the world. I really enjoy working I wish my birthday was a little bit earlier so I could have gotten a job a while ago.

3-7-12

Woohoo today I got $9 in tips, which is a lot compared to my usuall $3, and I wasn't even working inside today I got these tips while I was working outside, that is how you know I am just awesome. My head was so pumped at the end of the night honestly tips just make you feel good because you know they don't have to tip you so the fact that they do just can make you feel so good about yourself. #confidencebooster.

3-6-12

Today was the first day I had tennis and work on the same day. Today at work I had to work outside too, and during practice we ran a lot. At the end of the night my feet and legs were so sore. Overall I was literally standing on them for about 7 hours with only an hour break inbetween standing. As soon as I got home I plopped into my bed at went right into dream land, I was exhasuted. However, that is what a long day of hardwork will do for you and it was a good pain. :)

3-5-12

Film club :)

3-4-12

Like usuall I came to my second home this week, Brooke and Brittany house. I think it is so funny that that is my escape from home and I go over there just to hang out. Whenever I am over there I am mainly on my laptop, because I still don't have the internet at my house. I also enjoy just chilling with Brooke, Brit, and Paige, they are the sisters I never got. I would really consider them my family.

3-3-12

The last time I worked I had to do the carts and it was really cold outside, thank god I got to work inside today bagging for the customers. I really enjoy bagging one because it is warm, and also because I get to talk and communicate with the customers and my co-workers. When I work outside I get so bored and lonely, and a tad upset at the customers because sometimes they just leave the carts in the middle of the street. REALLY!

3-2-12

So today I got my first paycheck I was so excited it was only $36 because I only worked 3 days, at 4 hours each day, and I have to pay dues and I have to pay taxes as well so that was an automatic $50 out of my check. Guess what though that was $36 that I did not have before so I was extremely happy, and I spent 15 of it on Iyin because it was her birthday so happy belated birthday Iyin again XD.

3-1-12

Finally caught up on all my blogs I feel accomplished :)....

2-29-12

Happy Leap Year, and Happy Birthday to Ms.Owens.

Today I was designing characters on Soul Calibur 5, the character cuztamization on that game is AMAZING.

2-28-12

Today was a late night I worked a 7 - 11, I usually work 6 - 10, I was really tired after work today after I got home I just collapsed into my bed, there is nothing like going right to sleep right after a day of work.

2-27-12

Yeah I missed school today, I stayed up way to late last night and I could not get up from my bed today. I felt like a zombie when I opened my eyes, so I just decided to stay home. I took this day as a chill day and just relaxed all day.

2-26-12

Went to work again today was still fun I enjoy going to work it gives me an escape from the house and I get paid while I am doing stuff to keep my mind occupied, I freaking love work I wish I would have gotten a job sooner I would have been making money and being active, also having the job forces me to manage my time better because I can't just sit around and do nothing because now every minute counts.

2-25-12

I saw The Help today, that was such a good movie.

2-24-12

Today I finally got my hands on Soul Calibur 5, Larry came over my house after school and we played it. Since it was my first time playing I was not as good as I would have liked to been so Larry bascially mopped the floor with me but it's fine because after some practice I will be returning the favor. Larry let me borrow it since he doesn't really play it that much so tranining mode here I come.

2-23-12

I missed school today and not because of my father this time I actually missed school because I was not feeling well I think this is the second time this year that I have missed school because of me. Remember I hate to miss school because of all of the work that I have to make up. Thankfully I missed a B day which is no big deal because all we do in Biology is take notes, I am a tutor for Ms.Dauka second period, and English class I just make up the work but we are just doing tons of note cards so that's not to hard to make up, and no fourth period. So if anything whenever I miss a day it will most likely be a B day.

2-22-12

Today was just a boring day, I had a ton of homework and I just decided to sit down and get it all done. When I go to college I have a feeling that I will have better time management skills because I will not be cramming all of my work to  be done into one day. I also feel like I will not have as much homework though because it is college and even if I do have homework im sure it will be for the same class, and not just a whole bunch of homework spread across other classes.

2-21-12

Today was my first day of work, yup I said it work, Oh yeah. Today I felt so accomplished with my life punching in for the first time was so inpowering it made me feel so good. Today I was a bagger so I just bagged groceries for 4 hours, it seems like it would be boring but it honestly wasn't, being able to talk to all of the different people that came through kept it a fun experience. Everyone at work said that they could tell that it was my first job because I was all up beat and happy, hopefully I stay that way. Fingers Crossed!

2-20-12

Today I finally finished my FAFSA, it feels good to have it out of they way and not have to stress about when it is going to get done, because it is done it is done it is done. I can not wait to see how much money I qualify for because the lord knows I surely do need some money to help out with college. I also completed 3 out of the 4 scholarships that we needed to do so that also feels really good too, hopefully I get the scholarship at Harrisburg that would pay for my 1st year tuition that would be a blessing, I will keep my fingers crossed.

2-19-12

Today I was just a giant couch potatoe because I wanted to play my vide game all day, so that is what I did. It feels good to just relax, I wont people able to relax as much because I found out my schedule, and my first day of work is tuesday from 6-10, then thursday 7-11, and saturday 6-10, I am nervous and excited all at the same time.

2-18-12

Today was another amazing day, today was Mokun's 18 birthday and she invited me to her b-day party, that made me feel special. Once I was there to my surprise I knew almost everyone and it was'nt just people from New Town there were people that I remembered from middle school and everything. The food was amazing, I embarresed my self doing the dancing game on xbox, and had fun non stop. Some AVID family members were also there including; Kimberly, Yemi, Anges, Yebi, and Elizabeth I got to see everyone get loose and have fun and it was a cool bonding experience I beilieve. I have not had this much fun since yesterday, these past two days have been the best consecutive two days in a really long time. I am really greatful for all my friends without them I don't know what I would do they are just awesome. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOKUN!!!!

2-17-12

Today was the most fun that I have had in a very long time, I went to the movies with my friends Angela and Chris, and would you believe that there were two people in the back of the movie theater having relations with each other? That just seems so dumb, I know if I paid $10 to go see a movie I will be watching that movie they could have went anywhere else to do that, this was just a funny way to start of this awesome night. After we came from the movies we did'nt want to go straight home so we decided to drive around for half an hour just blasting music with all of the windows down. After a while we began to get hungry so we pulled up to the McDonalds drive threw backwards and ordered our food, this was so funny the people were so confused I couldn't help but laugh so hard, while we were picking our food up the music was still blasting and we are just dancing as hard as we can, the people at McDonalds were looking at us like we were crazy. This was the best night in a really long time.

2-16-12

I have no idea what was up with me today,  because last night I actually went to bed at a decent time, I'd say maybe around 10:30, that is a major improvement compared to my usually 1 oclock in the morning. Depsite me going to bed much earlier then usual I was still really tired all day, whenever I would look at the overhead I could barely read anything because my eyes hurt so much and eveything was just really blurry. After school the only thing I wanted to do was sleep, so as soon as I got home I put my pajamas on I went to sleep, I woke up around 11 so I decided to watch some TV and play some pokemon. After a couple hours I went back to bed because I did not want to be tired for tomorrow, but overall the time I slept for was almost 10 hours and that is awesome. I usually only get like 4-5 hours of sleep a night.