11-21-11

I am not really excited to go to college, I feel like it is going to be the same as high school, except there will be different people and a new and bigger place. Other then that I fell like school is school. I am not really worried about not getting my work done because I am not the type of person to party, I honestly am just not comfortable doing that kind of stuff and I doubt that will change once I get into college. I am kind of nervous that I will not be able to connect with some of my professors and I feel like that will be a problem because I do not want someone who will be a jerk to me because, if you know me, I surely will be a jerk right back. I feel like that kind of tension could make my college life a bit difficult and that is just not something I want to deal with. Mr.Carney said that someone who is not afraid to fail is someone who does not care if they succeed, I do not agree with that because I am not afraid to fail because it will not happen, I have worked to hard to get where I am and I am not just going to throw everything away, not after everything I have been through. So I am not afraid to fail because I will never allow that to happen and I do wan't to succeed because I wan't the future that I have planned out for my self and if I stay on the right track, which I will, I can make that future a reality.